My 4th magical experience
To preface this, I am no schizo, yet I’m no dogmatic either. I describe what I encounter. And it just so happens that in my infinite boredom, I have experienced four explicitly magical events so far in a year.
1. 2023-07-25 - called to Astaroth in a hypnopompic state regarding the still-alive Jap girl, and the girl in question followed a streamer with “Lucifer“ in the name exactly at that time. Cute, nothing substantial seems to have come out of it, however & alas.
https://archive.vn/KBJXw
2. Early October 2023 - I had a dream about elephants in a huge deluge trying to grab onto a tree trunk with their trunks - and a few days later, Operation Al-Aqsa Flood commenced.
3. 2024-02-27 - as I did my 3d ritual to the then-dead Jap girl, a Chinese girl contacted me (similarly via Reddit) who has since agreed to become my girlfriend (status pending). A fanciful interpretation could be that it’s a reward - but such an impression does not befit my selfless act, hence I would rather see it as a preparation for being gruesomely sacrificed. We shall see.
4. 2024-07-26 - I took a nap in daytime, and saw a dream where I was downloading off of Wikipedia 3 different pictures of a white horse in a seething stream, and then a grey tit with two smaller tits on a branch. The equine part is clearly a case of my tapping into the egregore of modern Judaeo-Christian magick which had been being enacted at the time in Paris during the Summer Olympics - with the pale horse of the Apocalypse in the River Seine. (To clarify, I would only learn of the real life happenstance on 07-27, a day later.)
https://archive.vn/Oq6es
The latest event has caused me a modicum of chagrin as it is pointing to my wallowing in the dirt of Jewish folk tales, with nuclear wars and cuntboys. A bad omen. Should resume my kanji study for the 4th time…
To summarise, dull involuntary divination is apparently my lot. Or being cucked by the egregore which I’d prefer not to be touched by. To be fair, I did enjoy a few dreams involving Juche Korea over the years. Although the most times I got lucid was when placed in my old schools - no wonder, school was the closest experience I had to fascism and clannish corporatism.
P.S. My happiest dream was on 2015-04-03 (why not 04…), a PoV eye contact. Also, back at that time I used to have so many visions involving random Battlefield 1942 maps - no wonder, years later I would learn that the Forgotten Hope: Secret Weapon mod has a freaking Nazi Moon base map (which I have never seen to date).
Admittedly, neither Warcraft not Tolkien’s legendarium have ever been the subject of my dreams.
Edit as of 2024-08-07: after two days of lacking sleep, I have had an exceedingly curious magical dream.
1. I was in my old room between two pillars, making a request of two figures (whom I was line of sighting). They apparently accepted, I thanked them (while thinking it was stupid as they’re insectoid, a force of nature), and the lights went off.
2. I saw a few pages’ worth of text on my glass door, took a phone to take the pictures, it was something by Lewis about god or satan? Or irrelevant?
3. I saw a fully robed, hooded figure with a knife (and a torch?), through the glass, also ISIS music started playing (lmao), I started laughing and taking pictures, and then was attacked. As I understood it was serious, I recalled the name of the dead Japanese girl because it has been my idea to die when uttering it (I succeeded, yay!).
I have a sneaking suspicion that it’s a coded reference regarding a few events that have transpired. Also, Boaz & Jachin? The orthography of the above list has been preserved from when my memory was fresh. And being attacked by a spirit - kinda sus. Case in point - healthy sleeping schedules lead to dull boredom!
Edit as of 2024-08-25 (first time on the phone): I had a non-lucid dream about being in class (my typical inol location), passing a test, and then having a task of naming similar Hebrew letters. Apparently I saw three groups - two of pairs (u - v? That is Latin.), and one triplet - and now this is the main point. What I clearly remember is that it had one which looked like a reverse C, and another like a reverse F. My hazy hypnopompic memory is telling me KH - B - D (which is… Habad?). And if we look at the actual Hebrew letters, they are the following (selecting them on the phone is an experience reminiscent of Alice’s in the Mirrorland).
ח, כ or ך, ב ,ד
חב״ד
As you can see (and copying the text from my phone notes has rearranged it on Substack, huh) - Beth ך and Dalet ד look indeed similar, and as for the Kh, I evidently wrote “Habad” with a Kaph כ (which does look like Beth) as opposed to Heth ח.
Is this my first knowledge transfer in a dream? Is DuoLingo obsolete? And, a million karbovanets question - why am I getting Hebrew lessons in my bed?
Edit as of 2024-09-10: another dream has occurred, not as dramatic as before, yet still curious. Three points - I am talking to a “rabbi“ praising Jewish self-critical approach to segue into my fears about a destruction of Israel, then he mentions the Mormons in a good light in case of a US civil war, and the final point was about me asking about the non-secular elements of Israeli society - I meant the Samaritans (whom I did not mention by name) and Karaites (whose name I could only pronounce as “korom“ - and apparently, כרם kerem means "vineyard" in Hebrew.
A cute point - I was seeing this astral rabbi through a windowpane of my kitchen, above the sink.