My clearest lucid dream in ages!

And my ultimate K-pop playlist!

My mental state: distraught over my future gf leaving me after 8 months of texting, browsing the Tinder dating application for inspiration, lost in perplexion over the idea whether it is possible at all to control one’s mind’s desires, or it is a fool’s errand… This is the context for today’s dreams.

The dream sequence:
1) talking to some girl, leafing through a book with dommy photos and undressing a matter-of-factly (a reference to the whore solution to the incel problem?);
2) before anything could happen, my gaze ventured through the towering window (get it? Because it’s high above the ground) towards the brilliant landscape, with me catching glimpse of immense wasps in the distance. Then a wasp appeared in the room - still at a distance, yet it prompted me to run away and take a shot thereof with my camera-phone. I remarked on how old the door appeared to look - old white paint, like in my childhood.

Then I woke up, remarking on how there would be no insects whatsoever for the following half a year (maybe more if nuclear war happens on Dec 12th or Jan 22nd).

Cont.:
3) a typical school setting (that’s where I return time and time again as if a paedo), don’t remember it clearly, probably something book-related;
4) being in the corridor next to a window, and some prick official grabbing to inspect my phone, then he left;
5) then an episode of running on all fours (a quadrobics somnolent propaganda moment? Joking not joking) - what was remarkable here is that I had a tactile sense of the yucky sticky floor, yay! (Some people say they see black-and-white dreams, mine are in colour, but it’s not like I can hear music that often, or indeed have tactile experiences.).

Now we’re getting to the crucial part:
6) I’m in the uni yard, gazing towards the entrance, but in-between there are one-two stones flying overhead which I understand as being homing missiles for my head. Evidently, I wasn’t lucid enough to wish for a suicide (as my IRL mom can all too well attest), yet it brought me to focus my attention on the sky while not focusing on the stones. Of course, it’s a clear metaphor of my wakeful time’s plight, yet still, such correspondence is exceedingly rare in my dreams. What happened is that I focused my attention so hard, I could see the leaves on the trees, and of course popped lucid. So when I was entering the door, I could see my hands, recount the names of the girls I had fancied, and… in this case, observe the faces of the numerous people passing by me (the prior Tinder experience helped?). What were my thoughts? I was explicitly not trying to take control over the dream, or create anything - limiting myself to giving some headpats (brief, lest the non-organics grow mad);
7) then I left the uni back outside - and it was snowing now, which in turn I took as my dream coming to a close (stability has always been my issue). Nevertheless, I grabbed snow, forming snowballs, and throwing them at the passers-by - it has to be remarked that I barely ever see so many people in my dreams, so something was afoot? Curiously enough, none reacted, akin to a mob of NPCs. (And no, this wasn’t a reference to me being invisible to girls, I felt no such emotions here.) Then a single person somewhat reacted, started talking about AI, the snow in my hands turned into styrofoam, and the person took residence in a cardboard box in the ravine nearby (a vague reference to Pelevin’s desktop shortcuts from Three Zuckerbrins?).

All in all, I have zero clue how to access such lucid dreams normally. Some tendencies are clear - interrupted sleep like after the wasp fragment tend to help. And the Russian cultists Goy Gaya do expand upon keeping up general awareness during wakeful moments - moment to moment, acknowledging and remembering one’s actions. (Although it’s still inconclusive as it’s not like they’re paragons of self-aware virtue themselves, constantly complaining about non-organics interfering with their plans, lmao. And talking about virtue, when it comes to that, my mind ventures to how unfair it all is - because a pagan or magickal worldview presupposes a Darwinian struggle as below, so above, and that feels decidedly un-spiritual.)

Ah, and why have I chosen this picture? Due to the old Russian meme of Melkor-Morgoth having a snowball fight in the Black Book of Arda fanfic. Yandex is indeed a much better search engine than Google or Bing - blessed are the Russophones! Hell, even typing a film name in Russian _in Google_ brings you straight to piracy web-portals!

…Either way, on another note, the other day I have finally compiled and uploaded my old ultimate K-pop song playlist as a single file to BitChute! Here I could attach the exact song list name by name (with a few amusing errors). Duplicate it to Odysee, Bastyon, Rumble and/or… Gab bans Ukrainian IPs, apparently, huh?

[It has to be clarified that I nitpick my music to a tremendous degree, and yet in this case, every single song is music to my years (xd). My working hypothesis is that the second generation of Hallyu (gods bless Anna’s Archive!) expanded upon the legacy of Britney Spears, whereas it ran dry in the mid-2010s, degenerating into the largely abominable sound of the third wave. And no, this is not verifiably nostalgia as I had recently randomly checked out Super Junior for whom I have none, yet they sounded as pretty as the rest of my beloved songs!]
https://old.bitchute.com/video/EU1V7WK9N2Bi/

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[MV] AOA _ Excuse Me
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16 AOA - 「Oh BOY」Music Video
17 AOA - 「愛をちょうだい」＜Dance ver.＞　-Music Video-
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20 CLC (씨엘씨) - Pepe (Color Coded HanRomEng LyricsSub)
21 [MV] GAIN(가인) _ Paradise Lost
22 RANIA - Dr Feelgood (Too Hot For Netizens)Produced By Teddy Riley PMG
23 miss A “Hush” MV
24 스텔라 (Stellar) - 마리오네트 (Marionette) MV
25 After School(애프터스쿨) _ Flashback MV
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